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Crazy Grace

by Luke Brindley

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1.
Here We Are 03:00
We look less like the kids in the sitcoms And more the like mom and dad Less like the homecoming king and queen More like the couple in the Viagra ad I know you tried to love me With a pure desire Darling, it couldn't have been easy With my heart wrapped in razor wire Here we are - here we are I believed our love was written in the stars And our hearts were bound together by the scars But here we are - here we are I swear I tried my best But just so you understand It was like trying to bend rebar With nothing but my hands Can we fight fate? Or what must be? Or the flow of all things Like a river to the sea? Here we are - here we are I believed our love was written in the stars And our hearts were bound together by the scars But here we are - here we are I've been gentle as a willow I've been merciless as the sun Never once did I doubt You were the only one So take one last look And tell me what you see Did I ever know you? Did you ever know me? Here we are - here we are We believed our love was written in the stars And our hearts were bound together by the scars But here we are - here we are But here we are - here we are
2.
The kids are upstairs fighting She's peeling potatoes at the kitchen sink I get up off the couch To pour myself another drink..another drink We used to hear Brian Wilson sing "Wouldn't It Be Nice" And that was you and me in every line But it don't feel that way tonight..tonight... The light in your eyes is gone I've been searching the night for what went wrong But the light in your eyes is gone You'd shine like a handful of diamonds Tossed at the sun Haven't seen that face in a long time What have I done? What have I done? Maybe I took you for granted I said "no" when I should have said "yes" And I can't talk my way out this time And I got no excuses left...none The light in your eyes is gone I've been searching the night for what went wrong I've been fighting it for so long But the light in your eyes is gone Haven't seen that face in a long time What have I done? What have I done? The light in your eyes is gone I've been searching the night for what went wrong I've been fighting it for so long But the light in your eyes is gone
3.
The road's dark as the shadow of death Regrets ripping through my head Haven't felt this alone Since the last time we shared a bed We were born and raised here And I always believed this place Was where we'd die together In each other's embrace If Jesus turned water into - fine red wine Maybe there's hope for a busted - soul like mine And it's a different kind of lonely when there - ain't a star shining Down here without you - midnight in the pines Pressure was getting so bad I could hardly breathe Nothing left to do But pack a bag and leave Porch door hanging on its hinges Falling out the frame I stopped for a second Wait for you to call my name... If Jesus turned water into - fine red wine Maybe there's hope for a busted - soul like mine And it's a different kind of lonely when there - ain't a star shining Down here without you - midnight in the pines Tyler Childers on the radio Singing about starting a family We burned like young lovers once Tonight it's hard to believe Maybe it's the ghosts that haunt us Fate or dark defeat But tonight I'm driving through the pines With an empty passenger seat If Jesus turned water into - fine red wine Maybe there's hope for a busted - soul like mine And it's a different kind of lonely when there - ain't a star shining Down here without you - midnight in the pines
4.
There's a can of soup in the microwave Empty bottles on the floor Small dog on the bed Where she slept before They say before it gets better It's gonna get a whole lot worse Sometimes I wish my little red Corolla Was a big black hearse I had to tear myself away from comfort so sweet And try to move on - on my own two feet Everybody gotta walk Everybody gotta walk Everybody gotta walk That valley of shadows alone...all alone I thought I had it all figured out Thought I was so tough But the accident of birth Will call anyone's bluff Through the joy and the sorrow the laughter and pain You and me we got poison blood running through our veins Everybody gotta walk Everybody gotta walk Everybody gotta walk That valley of shadows alone...all alone Take this cup Far from me They say there's a light on the hill But it's too dark to see The mirror is shattered, I've got blood in my eyes I don't want to turn into someone I don't recognize Everybody gotta walk Everybody gotta walk Everybody gotta walk That valley of shadows alone...all alone
5.
There's a river of trouble rising 'round us now Not sure we're gonna make it through There's a river of trouble rising 'round us now Gonna need you to see me through Who's the queen of my heart? Who's the queen of my heart if it ain't you? Nobody 'round here Can love me the way you do No stranger in this town Can love me the way you do Who's the queen of my heart? Who's the queen of my heart if it ain't you? I see you in my dreams And I like what you do I see you in my dreams And I like what you do Who's the queen of my heart? Who's the queen of my heart if it ain't you? Everything I love seems to slipping away Give me one thing I can hold on to Entropy, chaos, violence, decay Be my one thing I can hold on to Who's the queen of my heart? Who's the queen of my heart if it ain't you?
6.
My desire for you won't die - it just lingers and lingers Bounces round my brain while I eat my TV dinner Like Moses on the mountain john the revelator too I'm walking the floor alone - waiting on a word from you So come on, come on, what’s not to love? I may not be the man you’ve been dreaming of But the way I adore you is a natural fact… What’s not to love about that? A rusty old guitar string holds together my Chevelle I got more mood swings than the Turnpike's got smells My family name is a four letter word I've got the attention span of a hummingbird Come on, come on, what’s not to love? I may not be the man you’ve been dreaming of But the way I adore you is a natural fact… Tell me, what’s not to love about that? I see the brick McMansions and trust fund babies Cookie cutter castles and big black Mercedes I can't give you none of that - those things - you know it's true But, hey, I was up all night writing this song…for you
7.
I’m on the outs with the in-crowd No hope of being cool I'll put a smile on your face - any time any place If you just let me be your fool Can’t buy you no Mar-a-Lago Or crown of dazzling jewels Honey, just call it and i’ll empty my wallet If you let me be your fool Honey, just name it I'll do anything you want I'd crawl from Tijuana To Burlington, Vermont Never been called a genius But I did OK in school I’ll forget all I learned if you give me a turn And let me be your fool Seems simple to me We're born, we live, we die So come on and tell me Ain't I worth a try I'm no good at taking orders And have a hard time following the rules Just gimme a sign and I'll fall in line Let me be your fool Just gimme one look and we'll throw away the book Let me be your fool
8.
Crazy Grace 03:37
In a motel bar at 3am On the Ohio/Indiana border Warm beer smells like weasel piss The juke box is out of order I can't recall the last time But I'm thinking of praying to Jesus 'Cause honey it's more than the miles That's come between us The ghosts of broken love Howling through our bones Haunted and hollow Never leave us alone So you forgive me I’ll forgive you Till these days of crazy grace... Are in the rear view Kick drum heart's pounding out Time in my chest My sandpaper eyes Won't give me no rest My mind's twisted with regrets Since I hit the road Feel like I blew past sanity A thousand miles ago CHORUS My vision's getting blurry My fingers are trembling like a flame I don't care who's wrong or right Or who's to blame Sitting here in the half-light No telling what's in store But if love is the healer It's grace that opens the door CHORUS
9.
Hope Machine 03:28
Boots on the ground on Capital Hill Thick choking smoke that searchlights can't kill In black hoodies and bandanas like rats from a cage They run toward flashing badges, water cannons, and barricades Keep the hope machine running Keep that big love coming Pass it on...pass it on I see hate answered with hate - violence with violence An eye for an eye - cries for help with silence While poison tongues spit lies on the nightmare news I'm knocked to my knees gasping for the air of truth Keep the hope machine running Keep that big love coming Pass it on...pass it on Go on and preach to the classroom, the nightclub, the church pews Shout it through a bullhorn but that don't make it true "We are how we treat each other and nothing more" Tattoo that over your heart - carve it in the White House door Keep the hope machine running Keep that big love coming Pass it on...pass it on You can stare spellbound like narcissus in the shattered mirror's shine Or try to see through another's eyes Ain't it easy to justify - easy to keep score Until the face on the wanted poster looks a lot like yours? Keep the hope machine running Keep that big love coming Pass it on...pass it on The struggle isn't to lose or win But to know the love that's deeper than skin on skin Not for power or profit or empty show But to reach you down deep where propaganda can't go Keep the hope machine running Keep that big love coming Keep the hope machine running Keep your big love coming Pass it on...pass it on Pass it on...pass it on

about

This album was recorded winter 2021 at an empty beach house in New Jersey. It is vocals and fingerstyle guitar. It is probably my most personal album to date. I wrote many songs and Rebecca Brindley helped me edit and fine-tune and pushed me to make the songs the best they could be.

For the guitarists: all songs are standard tuning. I was inspired by a lesson with bluegrass guitarist/songwriter Jordan Tice to limit myself to standard tuning and challenge myself to come up with interesting, effective guitar arrangements for each song.

Thank you for listening and for your support!

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released December 21, 2021

Luke Brindley: guitar and voice

Mixed by Jared Bartlett
Mastered by Mike Monseur
Cover art by Linden Frederick

All songs by Luke Brindley with a lot of help from Rebecca Brindley

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